I'm not sad, except for the fact that I can't take away that pain you feel. It's a familiar pain I've had before and no one can take it away and it's terrible. I can't really say I am happy either. I mean, life in general- I am happy, but there are parts of it right now that I am indifferent because I am unsure of what is going to happen.

what!!? you can't leave!! no I didn't find your stand btw, but I am having the time of my life!!

eric.....i want to post this before hopefully you stop looking at it.....
eric, i don't think you know how much of a great friend you are, and i don't appreciate that at all, and i really want to say that...so i am.....eric, you are my best friend, i would jump infront of a bus, bullet (if i was fast enough) and i would make sure you don't do anything stupid, so i do them first...(tree lol, ahh man) everything i think of you man, you bring laughter into my life, even when i am down and out, you are the best friend a guy could ask for.........i just want you to know, i read this much more than i comment.....fyi....so people read, just no comment.....comments are bad i think....its just another way of saying hi...which should be done in person, to random people too....but anyways....we need to talk again....soon.....monday....we...are...hang..in..g....out....ca..uus..see....i..s.aaid...soo......bye eric...... ..... .... ... .. .

Guess what? I don't think I can get away from xanga. isn't that sad? I miss your updates actually. Oh, and have you seen the previews for stay alive, or the hills have eyes. I've heard the latter is very very creepy.

Am I really that nice? I am glad to sat with me and amber that one day btw... I really didn't want to sit there alone.

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i love you pookie!